| I'm writing. In every sense of the word. Music mainly. But I've started writing in this thing, no clue why, just an urge to write. Things lately have been, in no other way to describe them, things. I don't know, lot's of stress, lack of concentration, I can't get anything done it seems except for my writing. Some things just bombard the mind constantly and it's unbelievable how difficult they are to shake.
Ugh.
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| I need to vent.
I love it how everyone thinks they're so ready to grow up. In reality, no one is ready for it. Because once you reach a certain point, you want your childhood back. So, is there really any reason in wanting to grow up. When you know all you're gonna do is look back on your childhood and think, "Wow I wish I could get that back." It's a waste of time for someone our age to wish to grow up and not enjoy the things life has to offer when your young. No, I'm not talking about falling in love, or speeding, or any kind of thrill thing. I'm talking about the freedom in your everyday life that comes with being a young person. Your parents have control, yes. But you are not bogged down by a job, you do not have to pay taxes, or take on any responsibility that people older than you do. It amazes me how naive some people can be to these kinds of things, but in return I too may be a little naive for writing this. I don't know, but I am not ready to grow up. There is too much to live for as a teenager. High school, college. You go through all this preparation to go out into the world. During that time though would it really kill just to be hyper? Run around, scream at the top of your lungs. Dance for no reason. Forget everything for just a little while and relax, without drugs or anything else harmful in this world. Just be happy with the fact that you are more free than most adults in this world. People understand one thing about life, then feel like they can take on the world.
Much better.
No one reads this.
But hey. I felt like typing.
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| Acoustic Album. Recording Tommorow morning. Wish me luck. I could be able to get this done. |
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| Oh geeze. Acoustic Album SHOULD be done. But i can't stop writing. I have 13 songs.. and i'm still brewing more.. there is no way i am ever gonna be able to get this done.. well things recently have been well fair.. and recently means the last 3 days or so.. went to hickory yesterday with my brother.. and i'm here now.. and thought to myself.. my god it's been a long time since i have updated.. so why not.. not much else to say though .. got a new belt and a new cd and bought a few christmas presents..look at me becoming the classy guy. not. comments please from whoever reads this? fo sho |
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| I don't believe in miracles. 
I am your guardian. <3 |
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